emptyness

we do have friends aite?

we do have friends since we went to kindergarten.

we have so-so friends, we have gud friends.

and i was wondering,

why in the middle of my age rite now

when everyone is getting older,

when everyone could see a better view of life,

when everyone like wanted to move a step forward,

to become more matured, more serious in life,

and even more so called being wise,

im still here.

even when u were among ur best buddies

as always, as i assume

u wont be on their top list for most favour person

then i realize, im not their best buddies.

im just a person who fulfilled other person's emptyness

for a while. until they can find other way

to make them not to feel empty.

i made them not to feel empty.

and i made it for my own too